Gift of Addiction When Hitting Rock Bottom
Awakens Your Soul

This is the book I wish someone had handed me forty years ago.

My story — all of it. And the tools to begin your own healing.

"What if your greatest breakdown is divine intervention?"

Most books about addiction focus on the substance. This one goes deeper — to the trauma, the shame, and the subconscious beliefs that drove the pattern in the first place.

Because until you heal what is underneath, nothing works.

What's Inside...

  • My unfiltered story — from childhood abuse and addiction to rock bottom and 37 years of real recovery

  • The 5 Pillars of healing and transformation

  • The 7 Daily Disciplines that rewired my subconscious mind

  • The 12 Principles that have kept me on this journey for nearly four decades

  • Pen-to-paper reflection prompts at the end of every chapter

This Book is For You If...

  • You are tired of surviving.

  • You are tired of carrying pain no one can see.

  • You keep trying to change, but something deeper keeps pulling you back.

  • You know you were not born just to suffer, cope, or stay stuck.

  • You are ready to heal, awaken, and become the person your soul came here to be.

What Shifts When You do This Work...

  • You understand why the pattern keeps repeating — and it has nothing to do with weakness

  • The shame that has driven your behavior begins to lose its grip

  • You build a daily practice that rewires how you think and feel about yourself

  • You begin to remember the authentic self that has been buried under survival patterns

  • You discover that everything you need to heal is already within you

What People Are Saying

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Gift of Addiction is more than a tale of recovery. It is proof that we can all create our own destinies when we build our mental muscles as well as our physical ones.

Patrick Snow
Publishing Coach & International Bestselling Author
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A powerful, compassionate guide for anyone ready to break free from shame and addiction. It offers hope, practical tools, and a path back to your authentic self. Inspiring and life-changing.

Susan Friedmann, CSP
International Bestselling Author

You were not born to survive. You were born to come home to your true self.
This book is where that begins.